My whole life was shrouded in mystery and never staying in one place for too long.
The explainable parts of that? I was a drug addict and alcoholic, but far worse was the man I became. He wasn’t a good person and left over a decade of wreckage because I was more concerned about numbing the pain and trauma and undiagnosed Bipolar disorder along with other mental health issues with booze and drugs.
I grew up seeing things I couldn’t explain. I’d talk about and next thing I knew I’d be seeing a new therapist, new set of foster parents , and new pills to take. This continue my whole life.
What it boiled down to was a lot simpler than you may think. The biggest issue was toxic masculinity and pride which kept me from seeing truth not only in myself but in everyone else. That was step one.
Second, I had to finally make rehab successful. I just came out of prison after completing a 2 year term .
step 3 , accepting my crime as a crime. I didn’t pay taxes on a job (crime), and I did a job as a contractor without a license. Also a crime. And other things that had me tossed in jail for a couple months here and there.
step 4 , was to face the fear I had for the things I saw and accept they are real and not in my head.
step 5, was learning to medicate like an adult and not abuse my medications. These days I take no pills and I’m on a strict regiment of cannabis and micro doses of Shrooms.
Over the last five years I have made sure to heal and figure out who I was and how to control my world, now I’m ready to show you.
Through a mentorship with Patti Negri and studying under her and completing her mediumship and advanced mediumship courses I have developed my gifts to allow myself to be the door between you and your loved ones who have passed.
